Out of my depth and out of control

Ask me anything   Illusion of pseudoworld. - - -
I´m from central Europe. Architecture student. Tried-to-be-musician, fond of travelling & TV shows. Smile at me - that´s what gives my life a perfect sense.

i don´t want to be ill anymore. 
 i cannot work and i have to. 
 cannot sleep at nights and i need it to function. 
 cannot meet people. 
 moreover my roommate tries to seduce 80% of my male friends i introduced her to. 
like what the fuck ´s wrong with that girl? 
 

— 1 week ago

almost forgot how cruel this school is. 

— 2 weeks ago

sometimes i don´t find anything we talk about worth it. 

i cant keep wondering why he sees it like the right opposite.

— 3 weeks ago

it took me a long while
to realize
that I´m scared of talking to people
again.. 

— 1 month ago

omg my new flat is so awesome! .. whole summer i felt miserable because i paid for “home” i haven´t ever seen but as soon as i opened the door i thought it was the right decision… 
 We´ll see… but this is the first time I´m looking forward to BR…. it barely happened before… can´t wait to bring all my stuff to that large-windowed enlighted room, to a place oversmelled with ginger tea , so quiet and yet in the middle of the city alive…. 

— 1 month ago